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perhaps he was guided by no more distinct reason than that he had taken
it for granted that his mother would reserve it to herself and her
partner。
'What now？' she said again； impatiently。 'What is it？'
'I did not mean； mother； that you should repeat what I have
municated。 I think you had better not repeat it。'
'Do you make that a condition with me？'
'Well！ Yes。'
'Observe； then！ It is you who make this a secret；' said she； holding
up her hand； 'and not I。 It is you； Arthur； who bring here doubts and
suspicions and entreaties for explanations； and it is you； Arthur； who
bring secrets here。 What is it to me； do you think； where the man has
been； or what he has been？ What can it be to me？ The whole world may
know it； if they care to know it； it is nothing to me。 Now； let me go。'
He yielded to her imperious but elated look； and turned her chair back
to the place from which he had wheeled it。 In doing so he saw elation
in the face of Mr Flintwinch； which most assuredly was not inspired by
Flora。 This turning of his intelligence and of his whole attempt and
design against himself； did even more than his mother's fixedness and
firmness to convince him that his efforts with her were idle。 Nothing
remained but the appeal to his old friend Affery。
But even to get the very doubtful and preliminary stage of making the
appeal； seemed one of the least promising of human undertakings。 She
was so pletely under the thrall of the two clever ones； was so
systematically kept in sight by one or other of them； and was so afraid
to go about the house besides； that every opportunity of speaking to her
alone appeared to be forestalled。 Over and above that； Mistress Affery；
by some means （it was not very difficult to guess； through the sharp
arguments of her liege lord）； had acquired such a lively conviction
of the hazard of saying anything under any circumstances； that she had
remained all this time in a corner guarding herself from approach with
that symbolical instrument of hers； so that； when a word or two had
been addressed to her by Flora； or even by the bottle…green patriarch
himself； she had warded off conversation with the toasting…fork like a
dumb woman。
After several abortive attempts to get Affery to look at him while
she cleared the table and washed the tea…service； Arthur thought of an
expedient which Flora might originate。 To whom he therefore whispered；
'Could you say you would like to go through the house？'
Now； poor Flora； being always in fluctuating expectation of the time
when Clennam would renew his boyhood and be madly in love with her
again； received the whisper with the utmost delight； not only as
rendered precious by its mysterious character； but as preparing the
way for a tender interview in which he would declare the state of his
affections。 She immediately began to work out the hint。
'Ah dear me the poor old room；' said Flora； glancing round； 'looks just
as ever Mrs Clennam I am touched to see except for being smokier which
was to be expected with time and which we must all expect and reconcile
ourselves to being whether we like it or not as I am sure I have had to
do myself if not exactly smokier dreadfully stouter which is the same or
worse； to think of the days when papa used to bring me here the least of
girls a perfect mass of chilblains to be stuck upon a chair with my feet
on the rails and stare at Arthur……pray excuse me……Mr Clennam……the
least of boys in the frightfullest of frills and jackets ere yet Mr
F。 appeared a misty shadow on the horizon paying attentions like the
well…known spectre of some place in Germany beginning with a B is a
moral lesson inculcating that all the paths in life are similar to the
paths down in the North of England where they get the coals and make the
iron and things gravelled with ashes！'
Having paid the tribute of a sigh to the instability of human existence；
Flora hurried on with her purpose。
'Not that at any time；' she proceeded； 'its worst enemy could have said
it was a cheerful house for that it was never made to be but always
highly impressive； fond memory recalls an occasion in youth ere yet the
judgment was mature when Arthur……confirmed habit……Mr Clennam……took
me down into an unused kitchen eminent for mouldiness and proposed to
secrete me there for life and feed me on what he could hide from his
meals when he was not at home for the holidays and on dry bread in
disgrace which at that halcyon period too frequently occurred； would
it be inconvenient or asking too much to beg to be permitted to revive
those scenes and walk through the house？'
Mrs Clennam； who responded with a constrained grace to Mrs Finching's
good nature in being there at all； though her visit （before Arthur's
unexpected arrival） was undoubtedly an act of pure good nature and no
self…gratification； intimated that all the house was open to her。 Flora
rose and looked to Arthur for his escort。 'Certainly；' said he； aloud；
'and Affery will light us； I dare say。'
Affery was excusing herself with 'Don't ask nothing of me； Arthur！' when
Mr Flintwinch stopped her with 'Why not？ Affery； what's the matter with
you； woman？ Why not； jade！' Thus expostulated with； she came unwillingly
out of her corner； resigned the toasting…fork into one of her husband's
hands； and took the candlestick he offered from the other。
'Go before； you fool！' said Jeremiah。 'Are you going up； or down； Mrs
Finching？'
Flora answered； 'Down。'
'Then go before； and down； you Affery；' said Jeremiah。 'And do it
properly； or I'll e rolling down the banisters； and tumbling over
you！'
Affery headed the exploring party； Jeremiah closed it。 He had no
intention of leaving them。 Clennam looking back； and seeing him
following three stairs behind； in the coolest and most methodical
manner exclaimed in a low voice； 'Is there no getting rid of him！' Flora
reassured his mind by replying promptly； 'Why though not exactly
proper Arthur and a thing I couldn't think of before a younger man or
a stranger still I don't mind him if you so particularly wish it and
provided you'll have the goodness not to take me too tight。'
Wanting the heart to explain that this was not at all what he meant；
Arthur extended his supporting arm round Flora's figure。 'Oh my goodness
me；' said she。 'You are very obedient indeed really and it's extremely
honourable and gentlemanly in you I am sure but still at the same time
if you would like to be a little tighter than that I shouldn't consider
it intruding。'
In this preposterous attitude； unspeakably at variance with his anxious
mind； Clennam descended to the basement of the house； finding that
wherever it became darker than elsewhere； Flora became heavier； and
that when the house was lightest she was too。 Returning from the dismal
kitchen regions； which were as dreary as they could be； Mistress Affery
passed with the light into his father's old room； and then into the old
dining…room； always passing on before like a phantom that was not to be
overtaken； and neither turning nor answering when he whispered； 'Affery！
I want to speak to you！'
In the dining…room； a sentimental desire came over Flora to look into
the dragon closet which had so often swallowed Arthur in the days of his
boyhood……not improbably because； as a very dark closet； it was a likely
place to be heavy in。 Arthur； fast subsiding into despair； had opened
it； when a knock was heard at the outer door。
Mistress Affery； with a suppressed cry； threw her apron over her head。
'What？ You want another dose！' said Mr Flintwinch。 'You shall have it；
my woman； you shall have a good one！ Oh！ You shall have a sneezer； you
shall have a teaser！'
'In the meantime is anybody going to the door？' said Arthur。
'In the meantime； I am going to the door； sir；' returned the old man so
savagely； as to render it clear that in a choice of difficulties he felt
he must go； though he would have preferred not to go。 'Stay here the
while； all！ Affery； my woman； move an inch； or speak a word in your
foolishness； and I'll treble your dose！'
The moment he was gone； Arthur released Mrs Finching： with some
difficulty； by reason of that lady misundersta